lonely hearts club (NANA)

we've all been there :(

translation: 

“It was painful. I cried again. I knew it wasn’t working, so I ended it. Two months of trying weren’t enough, huh? The days of thinking I wasn’t good enough were long. I loved him more than he loved me. That’s probably why it was so painful. Everyone says it will get better, but I don’t feel it will be anytime soon. Every day I pretend I’m okay, but it’s so hard. It doesn’t get easier to talk about it. But I can’t let myself keep being sad. Even now, I can’t believe it’s over. He’s already in the past, but my heart doesn’t seem to understand that. It’s sad how much I still think about it. But I guess this is how everyone feels at some point, right? I wasn’t the only one. It feels like I’ll never love like that again. But maybe, that’s okay. Maybe that’s just how it’s supposed to be.”

the warmest thank u to the precious angel who submitted her beautiful and deeply touching diary entry <3 big hugs to you